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Do Not Misuse...

     Today was just an ordinary day,no trips,nothing really special except for some time to clean up our kitchen. I just threw away expired items and rearranged cabinets. My kitchen is small and can just take in so much, or so little. I do not like so much things around me. So off they went...

     Lunch was very late since Chris also had his own errands to do. So it was just me, Roni upstairs and the birds , noisy birds. They were quite noisy today so they were banished he he he...to the study room. Anyway, Chris arrived and so a late lunch was due. I realized that Chris had closed the study room door, shut. I normally do not like shutting the birds in. They do understand the room differences hence they gets edgy. Well, so I saw the door shut but I did not mind it the way I would normally do so. I ate my food and just went on, until...I heard the door open...by itself. I was amused but Chris was not. 

     I am still trying to relearn or master when I could move things at will and not because of emotion. Doing so by emotion is dangerous. You can never tell when something will move. Like that door?  I always object to that door being shut tight with the birds inside. But this time I objected inwardly yet did not verbalize it. So there. 

     Earlier this evening, well not so early, I had just finished discussing spiritual matters with Sharon. It ha to do with rebuking the enemy, making a stand for Christ. Well after a lengthy talk, I went to Chris to ask him about something, then I yawned and I thought I heard him say " Go to hell!" but it was a different voice. Who else will it be? 

     Being sensitive in this way is a gift I must to misuse. The Lord God has His purposes that I must obey for the Christian family. People might find me weird. Oh well...

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