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     What am I doing in this coffee shop? Oh my...4 of us strangers to one another sitting side by side , working on our laptops...sipping already cold coffee...so typicallllll! But no....I am being practical...I am just waiting for Chris, at mega mall.      Why was I so tired today? I attended a whole day training which was very frustrating because of the slow Internet connection! And to think the trainings had us all depending on the usage of Internet.    It was like inviting me to sample eating pasta with no pasta around!      Don't do that, just don't. 

     I woke up early, I know I did, it was just 6 something am. I remember recalling a dream of sorts, a very active one. So that left me tired? Not really, but I went back to sleep. I shouldn't have because now I woke up at 8 something and that is so so late for me already. So I forced myself  up and discovered that our door was open! Open, while the aircon beat itself cooling the room! Who left the door open?      I checked, no Roni yet. So I went down and checked, my dad's blown up picture in the sala was out of place. That did it! I had to wake Chris up to find things out. Nope they did not move the picture, nope no one had to go out of the room in the middle of the night. Great! Days before the turn of the year, I also found a Christmas tree decor under the dining table. Those decors do not roll around. And Chris said he went up with everything down here in order. You will have to kick that ball to get under the table. ...

     Today was just an ordinary day,no trips,nothing really special except for some time to clean up our kitchen. I just threw away expired items and rearranged cabinets. My kitchen is small and can just take in so much, or so little. I do not like so much things around me. So off they went...      Lunch was very late since Chris also had his own errands to do. So it was just me, Roni upstairs and the birds , noisy birds. They were quite noisy today so they were banished he he he...to the study room. Anyway, Chris arrived and so a late lunch was due. I realized that Chris had closed the study room door, shut. I normally do not like shutting the birds in. They do understand the room differences hence they gets edgy. Well, so I saw the door shut but I did not mind it the way I would normally do so. I ate my food and just went on, until...I heard the door open...by itself. I was amused but Chris was not.       I am still trying to ...

     My last blog was in October...it did not sound so cheerio...it sounded  ' try hard positive.' Of course, why wouldn't I sound that way? Things have yet to have its closure in Chris' matters. Wait, there was no November blog...I really did not feel like it. My focus was more on how Chris would go about adjusting day to day. After 13 big years in the CCF office, more often than not disregarding family schedules just to be able to meet his office obligations - because the biggies would not allow him to have leaves, understandably because of the nature of his work - Chris now had time in his hands...so to speak. And it was this kind of loose time that I got a bit worried about. Imagine him , all of a sudden, not having to wake up early , bathe and prepare for work, work throughout the day, then leave at whatever time he could leave, pick me up and then home. All that had ceased. There 's even more to it than just the daily grind...it is also all about one's da...