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What Hurts ...

     Chris is going through tough times at work...because of gossip, slander, vile and malicious stories used to destabilize his work,the Lord's work.

     Who does this?     I might know who, Chris may know who, the pastors definitely know who.

     But what hurts?

      People, by nature,  love to pull down. It is easier to pull down, than to lift up. Sin, loves to pull down...destroy. It is not the nature of sin to build up.  It never is.  This person is destroying my husband. And there are some on his side.  I am on Chris' side, I am on the Lord's side, that's for sure.

     Sin comes from the enemy, Satan. It is the work  the enemy does to divide God's people. It is sometimes very obvious, but it sometimes looks respectable, it is never obvious. Allegations against Chris are the obvious. But the motives of the person orchestrating this is not obvious. And there are people on his side. If I say who, you'd roll over yourself in disbelief. This is the work of respectable sins. In the guise of good, it is never obvious. But it destroys.

     But I also know many stable facts about my God...His promises:

Psalm 130:7
O Israel, hope in the Lord
For with the Lord there is loving kindness,
and with Him is abundant redemption.

Psalm 119:115
Depart from me my evildoers,
That I may observe the commandments of my God.

John 15:7
If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you
ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.

1John 4:20
If someone says, "I love God," and hates his brother,
he is a liar; for the who does not love his brother whom he has seen,
cannot love God whom he has not seen.

     Chris submitted his intent to resign yesterday, attached to his responses to allegations. I cried over the allegations in disbelief, I cried over the response of the elders in disbelief, I cried over the power that moneyed people have in this, but not in disbelief. The disbelief is that these are brethren in Christ. Money is indeed very powerful even in a mega church. How long will CCf remain a mega church?  In my next blogs, I shall resurrect all the visions allowed to me even before the C5 was conceptualized. From beginning to end, I shall document it. These are still clear as day in my God given memory bank. The last vision given, has not happened yet. But if Chris will be granted  his request to resign, then he would have been spared the consequences of the last one. It is difficult to comprehend, but if you have God's perspective, you can feel secure in it.

 




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